I just wanted to say that two weeks is really good. Everyone has to start somewhere, and even if it's just a day, it's something. That one day is one more day that you didn't cut. You have to try to always hold on to that strength and the hope that you can beat this, you can recover. You deserve to recover and be happy. I know that it can be extremely difficult to make yourself believe that, especially when you're struggling, but it's the truth.
That's good that you can write about it. I'm terrible at talking to people about my feelings. I have that same problem of not being able to put it into words. But when I write I do much better. I think you probably will too. Even if you don't feel comfortable showing anyone at first, just writing down what you're feeling can help release it a little so the feelings aren't so overwhelming.
I hope you feel better. You can always just PM me if you wanna talk. =]
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