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nikki2291 · 30-12-2008, 08:59 PM

Thank-you so much.
Yes I do want to stop, really bad. Yes the rant made me feel a little better =). I have someone to talk to but I dont know how to talk about my feelings, I can never do it sober, probably another reason why I have been drinking so much. And when it comes to crying, I have been doing that almost constantly now for the last two days...lol. I want to stop, or at least try but I dont know how to do it. I cant part with my tools, its like theyre sacred to me or something...

~Nikki~

30-12-2008, 08:59 PM	#3
nikki2291 ~~Misunderstood~~ Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: NS, Canada I am currently:	Thank-you so much. Yes I do want to stop, really bad. Yes the rant made me feel a little better =). I have someone to talk to but I dont know how to talk about my feelings, I can never do it sober, probably another reason why I have been drinking so much. And when it comes to crying, I have been doing that almost constantly now for the last two days...lol. I want to stop, or at least try but I dont know how to do it. I cant part with my tools, its like theyre sacred to me or something... ~Nikki~
	"Give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference" "Don't judge me by the scars on my arms, instead help me to throw away the blade"