I know that must be so hard. Do your family understand how much it's hurting you? Is there any way you can tell them? I can understand that it could be hard, but could you write a letter or get someone else to explain to them? You don't have to put up with it.
Y'know, maybe this is a good thing, that you know what triggers you. Maybe it'll help you fight it because it's a single thing that you can focus on.
Also, well done on your 6 days - I'm so happy for you =D
Keep it up!
xx
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