I'm so scared they'll kick me out.
They've been trying to anyway, she's already said she can't do anything to help me due to my age so this is probably the excuse they need.
I don't want to ring them, I want them to ring me and either shout at me or ask if i'm alive, but i know they won't and.
I'm too demanding and afraid to be wrong.
I always do this to myself.
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