There isn't anything wrong with not wanting to stop. It just means that you aren't ready yet, that you haven't found better coping mechanisms yet. I'm sure that one day you will want to stop and that's great, but it takes longer for some people. What you could maybe focusing on instead is trying to be more safe (hurting yourself less badly when you do) or try to find something else to do when you feel like hurting yourself. Try to figure out the reasons behind why you are hurting yourself for sure because when yoou are ready, it'll make it easier for you to stop.
Good luck buddy :)
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