Hey. I understand what you're saying. I've gone through periods where I didn't want to recover, didn't think it was worth it....whatever. I'm kinda in that frame of mind right now actually. I don't think it's bad at all. Personally, I think it's ultimately just something some people have to get through to get to recovery. It's really hard to go any length of time without SI, so 29 days is really good. It's a good place to start. You just have to remember to always try to pull on that strength from the times that you have stopped for awhile in the past.
If you wanna talk, my PM box is always open. =]
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