I guess in a way, yeah I have. I just don't think I was always aware of it at the time. When I was 4-7 I slammed my head into walls, bite myself or scratched myself really hard whenever I was upset or felt I'd been 'bad'. I started scratching with knives when I was 10. I didn't actually cut to the point of seriously bleeding/scaring until I was 13. That was over four years ago, and it's been a struggle everyday since.
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