Thanks guys *hugs*
You're so right about seeing things in a different way D'Arcy. I had a couple of down days but saw the emergency doc yesterday and my lungs are now infected. This is a good thing as I had become paranoid there was another clot, I still feel really poorly but the relief of it just being an infection is great!!
It's not quite the way I'd liked to have stopped the SI but I do believe everything is for a reason
Thanks again xxxx