Nobody deserves to feel as bad as you do, hun.
Your mum would miss you and you might not undestand why, because you feel so terrible, but she would and that matters. She's your mum. She knows you, the real you. And she can see something inside you that she loves and it would break her heart if she lost that.
Something made you feel bad enough to hurt yourself and it doesn't matter whether it's Christmas or not - the pain still feels the same. Please don't think that you're disgusting because you hurt yourself on Christmas, because it really doesn't matter what day it is.
Take care of yourself and feel free to pm me if you need to talk.
*hugs*
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