N, i can never be sorry enough for how cruel HE was to you tonight. I had read what HE said to you and then i vomited, I vomited and then preceded to cry while vomiting more. Im still crying.
N i am so fucking sorry. I am so filled with hatred for HIM i cant even think or look at anyone. Im afraid i might hit them. im at my home you see and the only people here are family. I cant stop shaking, my arms hurt horribly, i cant stop crying. NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT!! AND I FUCKING MEAN NO ONE, I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHO THEY THINK THEY ARE NO ONE IS EVER ALLOWED TO TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT.
I honestly do love you N, I love you so much. you mean absolutely everthing to me N.
and with any luck, you still love me.....
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