Hi, Mai. :] First off - welcome. And I'm glad that you joined and posted.
I'm definitely not a doctor, so I can't be sure if what you're experiencing is depression. I know you said seeking professional help seems overwhelming, but I think it's something you need to consider trying. It won't be easy, but it'll be worth it. You don't have to go through what you're going through right now. There are things that can help it. We can't make you stop feeling that way, though. We can only support you and help you through it. I wish you the best of luck. If you ever want to talk about anything, don't be afraid to send me a PM. xxxxxxx
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