I am getting therapy and I have been looking at some of the reasons why I am the way I am, but I still dont know why I seem to be self destructive. It might be because of the sexual abuse I suffered, but I think that I am over that now and it doesnt really bother me so I dont know why Im still getting mental health issues. It doesnt make sense, I dont know where it is coming from, but even if I did know where it was coming from that doesnt help me change the way I am and it doesnt make me better. I dont know how to get out of this way of being. I cant see a light.
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