I agree with Iceberg, you should tell your counselor that you aren't ready to talk about certain personal issues yet, if you have a professional counselor, they will understand. I'm sure your parents love you very much, they probably just don't know how to handle a child who hurts themselves which can give off the impression that they don't care about you (my parents do this to me). You won't be giving anyone satisfaction if you kill yourself, your parents would probably blame themselves and it would ruin their lives, plus you never know, in the future you may be SI free and happy. Please try to hang in there, if you ever want a friend or someone to talk to, my PM box is always open.
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