I dunno if he just thinks it is something I do for attention (he has said that to me before) or what
that's possible I guess... maybe he thought that if he showed you attention it would make you do it more... so some rubbish like that... unfortuantely a lot of people think that...
I can sympothise with feeling as if you have no one to talk to... my boyfriend doesn't really like to talk about it either... but I honestly don't feel I could speak to anyone else...
do you have a councillor or whatever? especially if you've been going deeprescentlyit may be an idea to seak help...
failing that, a friend?