What a crappy couple of days. The whole problem I went over is preventing me from concentrating on revision and as such I'm incredibly far behind on my reading and revision. I've done barely any reading over the last 8 months of my course and now have to attempt to catch up over the next THREE months tops.. since the realisation of how much I need to learn has hit me.
And I felt horrible today. 12 hour shift at work so I couldn't just go off to clear my head. I cried, which was odd for me and not really appropriate but it was only for a couple of minutes; hard to explain I had a huge downer over the thought I might not be able to catch up with my work and this job means so much to me I can't bear the thought of not passing and having to find another type of work, I love doing this.
So yeah about that doctor's appointment.. so glad I have next week off. And sorry I do seem to be using this thread as a damn blog don't I. It just feels nice to write. Plus i'm on a huge sugar rush; today's menu - two chocolate bars and a can of fanta. Oh and four pro plus
