heya,
i'm really sorry that things happened this way. i can't imagine how scared and vulnerable you must feel at the moment. but you've got to hang in there, and keep yourself safe. hurting yourself is not the answer, and will only make the situation work. you did the right thing in posting, we're here for you, you don't have to struggle with this on your own.
i know it must have been really hard for you that your mom found out about this, and i know it's really scary at the moment, but maybe this will work out for the best? she's be able to help you get the support you need?
also is she still living with him? you have to consider her safety, and how hard it must have been for her to read that her husband, who she loved, hurt her daughter, who she loves too. she must be in a really scary place right now too. she probably feels confused and torn. give her some time, please don't turn to anger. she's being brave and addressing the situation, seems inspiring to me.
hang in there, you never know what this might lead to.
*squishes*
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