[miffie]

Hello everyone, (I initially posted this in the introduction thread and the forum members have directed me to this board of the forum) I am new and I have only found this forum a few hours ago, I need help and I thought that I would take the plunge and join. I am agoraphobic and only able to go a very short distance, I suffer with panic attacks, ocd and anxiety disorder. I am currently having sessions with a psychologist for these conditions but nothing seems to be working, only recently I have I thought maybe, but today realised by reading the section on emotional abuse in the mini enyclopaedia on this forum that I am being abused by my mother whom I live with, I can relate to everything that is has been written on the page, it seems I am being treated for conditions but the actual problem has been missed by the doctor, psycholgist, cpn etc. I feel like I am in shock and numb as I never in a million years thought that I was in this sitution, I can't even bring myself to say the word 'abused'. My mother is seen by people that come here as I am the problem. I just can't believe it and I don't even know where to start. Can anyone give me some advice please? I fear being alone and I do cling to her which is mentioned in the page I read. She is my only close relative.