I hate that I am worrying you. I am ok. I dont want it to be like this. I wish you could hate me. It would be easier for you. I dont know why you keep on caring. Please know i am so sorry. This just seems better for you guys to me and thats all i care about right now. Its not fair for you guys to get in trouble coz of me. Maybe if I make you mad enough you will hate me and then you can stop worrying. I will be ok. I am tough enough for this. Know that.
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