1. My moods cycle within hours, so that's not too unusual for me. And I'm not that stressed out at all. Or anxious. And I wasn't yesterday. I literally JUST saw my therapist Friday so.. fail. But yeh, no stress or anxiety. And I ran around the school and was laughing uncontrollably so I'm pretty sure I was being a tad manic.
2. I was stuttering for about 6 hours straight today, and not even like "c-c-computer" instead of "computer", more like "com-comp-c-com-pu-puter." My dad said I sounded like a broken radio. So the school psych called my parents and we're trying to figure out what to do and trying to get an appt in with my psych.
3. This girl who I'm kind of friends with told everyone I was faking the stuttering to get attention, etc. She's the drama queen type, always fighting with everyone and just obnoxious. After school today we got in a fight and I told her I didn't appreciate her saying **** about me. And then she proceeded to call me an attention whore because I cut myself "and show everyone". I haven't cut in over 4 months. And that was just a low blow. It made me feel like ****. I'm SO mad at her. Beyond mad.
But yeah. There's an update. Thanks for the posts. Hope everyone's doing all right.
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