At the moment I am doing ok, but I am a bit scared because I heard some things today and I wasn't sure if they were real. Yesterday I could rule out that anyone other was making that noise.
Today I am at my mothers flat and it's never quite clear where noise is coming from. It's (luckily) not like the voices are telling me to kill someone or to kill myself, it could be randon stuff. I hope I won't get into any more situations today where I am not sure whether there is someone talking to me, I hope that the akineton in combination with effexor was causing that.
I will look that up and I will phone my psychiatrist tomorrow because I am having seizures, and if I pluck up all my courage I will tell her about the voices and the shadows.
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