Whirlpools' comment sounds like a good idea.
I have been in the same sort of situation myself, becoming too attached to one member of staff and wanting to be around her all the time, getting jealous whenever she spoke to another patient. I was constantly in fear of her rejecting me and when my mind was convinced that she hated me, it ended in a suicide attempt.
So i know how hard it is to be in a situation like this.
But I would definitely raise the issue with the staff member concerned. It would probably help you understand why you feel this way as well, and that would make it easier to overcome.
Best wishes
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