Thanks for the replies. I saw my CPN today for 20 minutes and told her most of how I am feeling. It didn't really help. She is going to contact my psych and arrange an appointment so I can go back on meds and she told me to stop drinking so much, sort out sleep etc etc. But how do you find the energy to do those things? I left with another appointment...for the 20th January.
I just feel so low, it's like I hurt and all I want to do is go to bed.
I have to drive back to the parents tonight (2hr drive), as I have work tomorrow. I put off thinking about it, both being at home and also going to work. But tonight it has hit me. I genuinely don't know how I will manage at work, with all the children. I am working 9-6, yet the most time I have spent out of the house over the last few weeks has been three or four hours at a time and even then I have been emotionally and physically exhausted. I just don't think I can do it. It's all new staff since I was last there too, I only know two other people working tomorrow and that is stressing me out as well.
uuurrrghhh I just can't do it :(
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