Thank you for trying to say helpful things.
I have been hurting my a lot lately and my mom is really angry. She said that maybe i should go to hospital before i kill mself by accidental. I am not sure if killing me would be a bad thing. I think it would be a good thing but I am so tired sometimes that I can not find energy to plan and do. Maybe it would be better to do small things at a time.
My friend is moving and I do not want her to move. I want her t o stay with me. I do not have other friends. I do not know how to make them. My mom does not like me going by myself. She is scared I will hurt myself too much or something. I wish I lived in a city. Things are so far now. And it is getting cold to ride a bike.
I am mad at my friend but she does not deserve it. She is eating and losing weight more faster than me. I eat less than she do. I am scared in a hospital if they will make me eat.
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