Becca
Sorry, I don't really have anything useful to say but just want you to know that people here understand that you have a lot to contend with and that you deserve any help you can get!
Have you tried to go along with what your psych is doing? You never know. I realise it may seem silly in the face of all your difficulties but it could be a step? If not, if you are seen to be co-operating, their attitude towards you may at least improve. I know you shouldn't have to try to improve their attitude but it has helped me.
*hugs*
PS - Still can't hate you and glad to see you around here still.
