First, not silly.
I definatley think you should speak to your doc about these feelings, you have to put your safety first and your doc wont or at least shouldn't judge you for that. It is NOT attention seeking and sure your GP would rather you explain it to them then take an OD and cause yourself harm.
At the end of the day you do what it takes to keep you safe.
If you dont want to go back to your GP how about a trusted person looking after some of your meds until you need them?
Hope your doing ok,
Phoenix
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