-When I said I was ok that weekend, I really wasn't. But I know you've got your own problems, so I didn't tell you how bad I was really feeling. I spent that weekend with you, when I could have had my last chance to see him alive, and now I feel guilty. That's why I haven't seen you since, because you remind me of what I missed with him. I'm sorry, I'll be there on Friday, I promise.
-I'm sorry I'm imposing on you, but I have nowhere else to go. I know you don't want me around this much, but I need it, I promise, as soon as I can, I'll get out of there and into my own place.
-I know it seems like I don't care, but trust me, I really do care. I just can't be there for anyone at the moment, not with what my mind keeps telling me at the moment. You helped me through it last time, but you've got too much going on this time, and I know you can't. I'll be ok though, I always am, right?
-I didn't lie to you. I find it so hard to open up to people. Hell, I couldn't even tell you that, I'm sorry, you thought I wasn't opening up to you, thought I didn't love you, but I really did love you, more than you know. And I really wish you'd stop having a go about other people's business, and keep out of my stuff now. If you don't want to talk to me, then don't. Don't just say that and then have a go at me three days afterwards.
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