*Cuddles you* Im sorry that your having a difficult time. Whats happening for you? Are you able to talk to us about what it is thats making you so deppressed? Sorry to sound harsh but unless your honest with your counsellor then how can he help you? He has no way of knowing your not ok unless you tell him. He will continue to think your unless you open up to him. He wont think your attention seeking at all. Im really sorry that everyday is a struggle for you.
He will be able to help you more if you tell him the truth about how your feeling. Are you on any medication? If not and you do decide to open up to him then it may be helpful to you if you think about going on some anti- depressants. If its easier for you perhaps you could write a letter to your counsellor explaining how you feel? I really urge you to talk to your counsellor about how you feel or if you dont feel you can talk to him face to face then as i said perhaps you could look at writing a letter to him? Are you able to talk to yoru parents abouthow you feel? Please keep talking to us. We are here for you.
Take care all the best Ian
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