if you mean you're having suicidal thoughts or thoughts or seriously harming yourself i think its really important you tell someone. are you being treated for depression or anything like that? if not do you feel able to tell your doctor how you're feeling? they might be able to refer you to a counselling service or else put you on medication to combat your low mood.
think of it this way, how would you feel if your friend was feeling this low and didn't tell you? you'd want her to confide in you right? maybe you could just tell her a bit of what's going on, just that you're a bit down or something if you don't feel able to open up fully.
meanwhile remember you can talk to us on here, you're not alone!
take care
*hugs*
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