I started when i was 12. I was actually mocking a girl I knew who did it. I scratched all my arm untill it was really sore because I was taking the piss out of her. Boy do i feel guilty now.
It wasnt long after that I started doing it myself, in a way to cope with the problems around me. I experimented with different tools and it grew into an addiction.
I dont tell people why i hurt myself because i fear people thinking that my reason is not good enough. But i feel, it is not about how big the problems are, its about your ability to cope with them. And im just not good at coping.
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