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Old 26-11-2008, 06:02 PM   #1
Breeze
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I'm angry

Yesterday the Psychiatrist and Social Worker (my care co-ordinator) said that they'd refer me to the Acute Home Treatment Team (htt) Whic they did and this morning they called and arranged to come this evening.

All day I have held onto this. I couldn't OD cos I had to be OK when they got here I couldn't SI for same reason.
It is the aniversary of my Grandfathers death and another reason referal was made for starting today.

I got a call at 4pm saying they weren't coming this evening and would talk to my Social Worker and make a plan.

They have just dumped me like that. I was refered as the Dr and SW thought it was the best plan. But the team have just decided against it. Well least for today. On the day I wanted to die to be with my Grandfather on his aniversary of his death.

I'm angry. But also am free to do whatever.



I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom


i'm tired of chasing my dreams.
i'm just gonna ask where they're going,
and hook up with them later.

Previously Kelpie

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