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I'm angry
Yesterday the Psychiatrist and Social Worker (my care co-ordinator) said that they'd refer me to the Acute Home Treatment Team (htt) Whic they did and this morning they called and arranged to come this evening.
All day I have held onto this. I couldn't OD cos I had to be OK when they got here I couldn't SI for same reason.
It is the aniversary of my Grandfathers death and another reason referal was made for starting today.
I got a call at 4pm saying they weren't coming this evening and would talk to my Social Worker and make a plan.
They have just dumped me like that. I was refered as the Dr and SW thought it was the best plan. But the team have just decided against it. Well least for today. On the day I wanted to die to be with my Grandfather on his aniversary of his death.
I'm angry. But also am free to do whatever.
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