wow 10 years...
I've been just over two years now. I stopped when I found out I was pregnant (my baby is 18 months old now). My scars are totally white and old looking, but still very visable.
I've had people ask how I got my scars (someone asked if my cat did it?!) and I've always mumbled a reply.... 'mumble mumble got cut mumble' and change the subject. Mine look nothing like cat scratches, some people are just a bit thick LOL.
and in those years I could count on one hand the number of times I have thought about it (not as in that I would do it...more just thinking about my past...).
how do you do that? I think about it a lot, and sometimes I really want to do it again. I stop myself by being logical. I always regretted it afterwards. I keep telling myself that, and how it takes so many months for cuts to heal and you have to hide... etc.
Did something happen that made your life better (circumstance change) and you were happier and that's why you don't think about it anymore?
I'm just trying to understand how you get rid of the thoughts. Because it's obviously working, having been ten years. GIVE ME TIPS!!!! lol