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~*forever_broken*~ · 21-11-2008, 11:34 PM

Thanks D'Arcy

It rather sucks if you want to know the truth and if I had had any blades I would have not met the three month mark as I would have used them the day of my Grandpas funeral

but I am finding that thinking about it (which for me really requires visualising it) is sometimes good enough for a brief amount of time (sick, I know).

Unfortunatly have been feeling a bit suicidal recently

which actually isn't bothering me as much as it should... what is bothering me is that I can't do it for one reason or another

ah well, I guess it's better than being able to do it. What would be even better is if I didn't feel that way lol

Love y'all

21-11-2008, 11:34 PM	#170
~forever_broken~ You should just give up on me. I would. Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North West, USA I am currently:	Thanks D'Arcy It rather sucks if you want to know the truth and if I had had any blades I would have not met the three month mark as I would have used them the day of my Grandpas funeral but I am finding that thinking about it (which for me really requires visualising it) is sometimes good enough for a brief amount of time (sick, I know). Unfortunatly have been feeling a bit suicidal recently which actually isn't bothering me as much as it should... what is bothering me is that I can't do it for one reason or another ah well, I guess it's better than being able to do it. What would be even better is if I didn't feel that way lol Love y'all
	I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~ Marilyn Monroe