I have involved myself in several diffrent forms of self injury, burning being one of them. I finally fell into cutting and found my niche, but you are not crazy and you are certaintly not alone. What caught my attention is that you said you seem to need more pain than the average person. Everyone has a diffrent threshhold for pain, and at diffrent times need more or less. Its just the way your body responds. I know when I cut out of anger its ussually worse than when its out of saddenss or just being upset over something. When I burned it was the same way. If you ever need to talk, or would like me to go more indepth about anything i have said or gone through, please PM me, or IM me... vampira1776 thats a yahoo, I am ussually on. Stay strong...
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