When I was about 8-10 I used to scratch myself with scissors and pins
but this was kind of sub-conciously
I officially started when I was 15, I was curious and did a few scratches
I didn't enjoy it
Then I tried to cut my wrists a few weeks later
The bliss from the SI this time was amazing
So I just started doing it regular from then on
I'm 18 now and trying to stop
Cos the SI just keeps getting worse and worse
and I'm sick of spending whole nights in A+E
but it's damm hard to let go , damm hard.
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