Well I had the appointment with my doctor. My consultant didnt come though for some reason. And the dr decided i need my anti-psychotic changed, from olanzapine to something else (haloperidal?) Whilst this change is happening (start the new med on monday), I may have to be admitted to hospital, just so im safe, whilst the transition is done. My CPN was worried about my self esteem, because its at rock bottom, and shes worried i may seriously harm myself. So i am being rung by the Crisis Team at the weekend to see how i am. And then i have an appointment with the consultant Monday at 12. Im so nervous. Its all happening, and i feel so overwhelmed. Concentration is really difficult for me at the moment, and so is my motivation levels. *sighs*
|