gargh!! i dont know if i can give it to him....i know i should...but im scared of what hel think. im scared of letting him into my little world...
i dont know what to do
i dont think my lack of sleep is doing me any favours and is just making giving him this note worse
im scared of giving it to him
theres not like theres anything he can even do..
but if i dont give it him i know hes going to say something thatl trigger my abandonment fears
im really sorry, this is just a big and scary thing for me..
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