yeah i don't know if that's manic or not, but i know that state of mind... it is almost psychosis. you realize your thoughts are not right, but you have little control over them. the thing is, if you are getting to where you want to do things that are entirely illogical, you may get to a point where you are doing something very dangerous/harmful and you don't even quite know it. so i would go in if i were you. if you've been to one who is unhelpful, try to switch. i know some of them do very unprofessional things at times, but there are some really good doctors out there too. you may need meds, or maybe you just need some counseling to talk it through. but it really can't hurt to get checked out. it'd be great if your bf can go, but if not, you need to go anyway.
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