you are not horrible please try not to think that! i think it is wrong they are not telling you what is really going on! you are an adult now and should be treated like one! not like a some doctors who shall not be named who just treat everyone like moody teenagers!!
I'm glad they didnt send you to hospital, it is so good that you are managing this in the comunity i am so proud of you!
*HUGE HUGS*
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