hahaha! thanks amy lol that made me laugh!!
oh can someone teach me how to use the quoting thing properly on here? where it only quotes the portion you want but not the whole thing? i can't get it to work right!
that being said, i'm sorry but i'm answering all the replies (or most of them anyway even though its just a few) in this so i'm sorry if it's jumbled and such! forgive me.
ok so i talked to my friend today (the one who knows about my SI but i want a normal friendship etc). anyway she said that she was scared about being there before it began but she actually felt really good about it because she thinks its really going to be taken care of this time and i'm gonna get what i need etc. i hope she's right!!! i don't know how its goin to go as far as maintaining a normal friendship (that doesn't contain so much difficult crap like this). maybe this will actually make us even closer. hmmm. i dunno. im goin to bring up the idea of me goin to a support group when i talk to the elders this saturday. and if it would be a good idea for my friend to go with me.
opinions please....i know that it would help the situation if my doctor knew that im still cutting and its the reason i'm seeking help this time. but do i really have to tell him? should i? or could i get by without telling him but just talking to the psychiatrist about it...? my mom has the same doctor as me and i'm scared he might mention this to her!
