My church is my home away from home, infact its probably more my home than my real home is. I love my church, all the people who are so wonderful. I struggle a lot with SI because of that. I play a large role in my church, im one of 9 worship singers, i help at kids clubs, and stuff like that, so it makes me feel so hypocritical standing there on a sunday morning when i know that that week i lost it and cut again.
At the moment im struggling with God, i definately believe in him, just sometimes i really struggle believing that he has a plan for me.
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