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Old 23-10-2008, 02:15 AM   #402
bleedingdragon
Lost in the Darkness searching for the Light
 
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Kat thank you so much

Kat,
Thank you for your comforting words and your understanding, i do know that there are allways going to be people who that hurt us, its just hard to keep getting hurt everytime i build myself back up. I will try and overcome that cause your right there are some beautifull people out there, and especially in here at RYL ..hint ..hint. Im trying not to widraw to deep inside myself its very hard.

I do like the art therapy i just dont see it being enough, but my therapist is a great guy and he helps me to try and talk about my issues as much as i can. Im scared i wont beat it enough it scares the crap out of me i look at my art and i feel so screwed up, i will try and tell myself my artwork doesnt make me a screwed up headcase, thats a hard one i will work on it.

Thanks for saying you feel the same as Loz in that my artwork does show my strength , something inside makes me fight , i want to destroy that part of me , and i want to hold onto it with everything ive got to. I will keep fighting it gets too much for me at times .

Im so glad that i am an inspiration to you and Loz and hopefully to others i am looking after myself Kat the best i can its hard but im trying, you please do the same Kat and take good care of yourself .

that is very comforting that your here and i can speak to you if i need to,
thank you so much for that, i will try im trying to come back to ryl more a work in progress.

xx
Dave




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