Am really sorry about your dad, I lost my dad near the end of january very suddenly, i hadnt actually had a dream like that for a while it just shocked me because it seemed so real but it brought up all that pain of knowing that i couldnt really ever speak to him again or actually even look at him face to face and get that comfort, it just made it all feel so raw again, because i know i would do anything to have him back.
Consequently it amplified my lonliness and isolation, and increasing paranoia that i am just one big joke to people and they just wish i'd dissapear too.
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