sweetsunday

just want to die. whats the point in life? need to wait until next year to go to uni, where i wont fit in and will probs drop out anyway. this year im too ill to leave home to go travelling, so im working instead but everyone hates me and is better than me. and if i ever meet anyone, i wont trust them or if i do trust them, i wont love them, or it wont work. and i dont want kids because the world is so ****, my children will just end up in care, or in trouble or messed up cos of me. my world is pointless.