I understand that fear of getting better, maybe not for the same reasons though. I think its normal that you fear getting better because generally people fear change and getting better is a huge change!
Dont feel bad about it because its normal and the people that are supporting you are not only there because you are not well, they are their supporting you because they care and love you, they will be there still when you are better and you will probably have a closer relatioship with them in a way because it will be about wanting to have fun together and just be around each other, not about supporting you.
Hope you are ok, PM me anytim if you need to chat xx
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