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Happening for me now.
Well, i have had an awful past 3-4 weeks.
I have been on the edge of doing bad dangerous things.
I requested a couple of weeks ago one weekend in the hospital just for a couple of nights, but there was nothing. I'm going in for 2 weeks in a couple of weeks from now.
I have spent the past week knocked out on all my meds, asleep, or craving bad things (don't know if i can say what in this forum), there's been a war in my head.
So, today i have a stomach ache, and realised i've probebly been PMSing before girl week.
My pdoc has been away for a week, and my first appointment with her back is Monday. I have my first university exam the following monday.
Anyone volenteering to take over things from here for me? and i'll come back once it's all over, lol.
I haven't opened any uni books till today, and today i'm still sedated from the past few days of drugged-out-ness.
I have had strange superstisions untill a couple of days ago, and it's hard to live because i have trouble doing everything.
I'm usually anxious not depressed, but i've been down this last week.
Needless to say, it's been hard.
Thanks for reading whoever :)
Peace.
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