Thanks so very much for the post and the "praise", for lack of my messed up brain being able to think of a more appropriate word. Yeah I suppose they can't really force me to go back on meds unless they decide to schedule me. I think it's more that I'm terrified of letting them talk me into it and letting them make my decisions for me. I know I'd let them and I absolutely hate the feelings that come with that. I scares me, it's like being scheduled in hospital again, where all your rights seem to be taken away and pratically all your decisions are made for you.
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