things here are awful
i know people are here because they are unwell, but they say such deliberately hurtful things- the staff aren't much better either. I don't suffer from psychosis but they're treating me like the people here that are in extreme psychosis
wasn't actually that bad when i first came in...but now..not being under section i'm allowed for little walks. tbh, i'd rather die most of the time than come back to this place. i only come back because the few things i value are here.
self harm levels and urges are through the roof since i've been here- much worse than they were before i came in. this is such a pointless excersise.
Was in a bit of a state yesterday, asked just to sit with someone. or have a room to sit in alone for a while. i knew things were coming, but no...later...maybe...*shuts door in face*..don't be so silly...you'lll be alright
i wasn't alright. switched. again. hurt. again. i hate this so much. these people are supposed to be helping???
also work have said that i'm too much of a liability so i've not got a job anymore, thus i wont have a computer soon either. which probably doesn't seem like a big deal, but it is.
judgement by people who don't me for **** is doing me in.
IM NOT PSYCHOTIC PLEASE DONT TREAT ME AS IF I AM
this is getting silly now.
its a glorified cattle market- and not highly glorified either.
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