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Steel Maiden · 11-10-2008, 07:19 PM

You may all have a point that I might be on the wrong meds. The only antipsychotic I haven't tried is Quetiapine (Seroquel). But I hear its pretty much the same as Olanzapine (Zyprexa), which I am on now.

I'll look up Rufus May, Heidi Tiger, thanks for the suggestion.

To be honest, I'm sick with fighting this illness if it keeps fighting with me. I've tried for four years now to get out of this black hole, and the only result I got was more hospitalisations, A&E visits, police coming to my house etc...

The Voices want me to stay up all night so I won't take my meds tonight.

NO I SHOULDN'T DO THAT.

But I will.

I SHOULDN'T DO IT.

I have to listen to the Voices...

NO

YES

****.

This is a similar conversation to the ones I have with the Voices, except that they address me in the 2nd or 3rd person.

I am tired of fighting. I am drained.

The pressure of this Cambridge course is so high that its probably making my illness worse.

But I don't want a year out. I want to carry on.

So I will try.

Sigh.

Thanks people.

I am waiting for my Tutor to e-mail me back.

11-10-2008, 07:19 PM	#6
Steel Maiden There is no place like 127.0.0.1 Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: London	You may all have a point that I might be on the wrong meds. The only antipsychotic I haven't tried is Quetiapine (Seroquel). But I hear its pretty much the same as Olanzapine (Zyprexa), which I am on now. I'll look up Rufus May, Heidi Tiger, thanks for the suggestion. To be honest, I'm sick with fighting this illness if it keeps fighting with me. I've tried for four years now to get out of this black hole, and the only result I got was more hospitalisations, A&E visits, police coming to my house etc... The Voices want me to stay up all night so I won't take my meds tonight. NO I SHOULDN'T DO THAT. But I will. I SHOULDN'T DO IT. I have to listen to the Voices... NO YES ****. This is a similar conversation to the ones I have with the Voices, except that they address me in the 2nd or 3rd person. I am tired of fighting. I am drained. The pressure of this Cambridge course is so high that its probably making my illness worse. But I don't want a year out. I want to carry on. So I will try. Sigh. Thanks people. I am waiting for my Tutor to e-mail me back.
	PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student. I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out. I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included. Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.