Ok, really long story and hard 2 explain...it dosnt sound like a big deal either....
basically, i became a christian 2years ago, and my whole family are really really anti. My nan and mum r especially nasty about it. My mum constantly slates me about it. The other day she told me that i have no friends at skool because im a christian, and that if she was at skool with me then she wouldnt want to be my friend either. She has said and done alot of other stuff aswel over the past 2years which is so difficult to talk or even think about.
My dad is anti aswel, but not quite so constant and in your face. But i dont live with him anywayz so it isn't quite such a big deal.
i have tried so so many times 2 tell my mum how im feeling....but she just dosnt understand atal and refuses 2 listen 2 me. We just get in a massive argument. I kinda wish that she knew she was making me ill, but im too scared of what she might say about it
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