thanks for the msgs :)
there wasnt much you could say but just replying was enough!
it helps knowing other ppl know what you're thinking.
about whether it was coz he left and we never closed off the relationship - that is kind of true. He ended it on 'his' note (i broke up with him and for two weeks after that he wouldnt go away and made sure that at the end, he had drawn me back in and left me hanging midair so to speak)
still - deep down i know he's no good so i know i shouldnt care but i still do and i know that ive just got to be patient and ride this one out!!
fingers crossed i dont bump into him when i head back home for a week on thurs! i would def just turn around and walk away. I dont want to give him the satisfaction of getting to rub it in any more!!
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